Thursday, March 3, 2016

Since the Day I saw Her


Wow ! Such an amazing day I had. You won't believe what happened today. She spoke to me. Yes, finally she was kind enough to spend few seconds of her precious life to talk to me. You may find it strange how the most adorable girl of the class even talked to a loser like me, but as they say, miracles do happen. I can barely describe the ecstasy of listening her talking to me. Those words are still buzzing in my ears, loud and clear. "Do you have a ruler?" she said. And also the 'thank you' she uttered in her charming voice after it. I can't believe such wonderful things are really happening in my irksome life. Indeed my life is starting to rock and roll.

Maybe your curiosity wants to know who she is. Her name can't be announced here. What I can tell you is that she is the most beautiful girl of our college. Her beauty, it knows no bounds. Her lascivious smile coupled with her tantalizing eyes is enough to crumble anyone's heart into pieces. Since the Day I saw Her, my innocent mind is all after her. She has broken into my heart and invaded it like a tumor, a rather malignant one, growing vigorously, occupying each and every space available. My whole day is spent imagining me and her together, in our land of dreams with our romantic talks going on for hours.  Although in imagination, it feels like I'm in seventh heaven when we talk. I am not the person who often remembers his dreams. But when I do, it would be all about her. From my mind to my heart, from my dreams to my imagination, from my mobile to my desktop background, there isn't a single place in my life she hasn't occupied. The thing is that, no one knows about it but me. Changing my mobile background every time I am alone and reverting back to the default when friends come around has been a routine task for me.

When alone, I would gaze at her photos. I would talk more to her portrait than to anyone the entire day. All of a sudden I would be so romantic. Flirty lines would start to rumble from my mouth out of nowhere. The problem is that such cheesy lines would only come when I was alone. When she would be in front of me, I would be totally dumb. She was my kryptonite. Sometimes I would gather all my guts and convince myself to speak to her and all I could do  when she was  in front of me, was to pretend that I didn't see her. After she would go away, I would scold myself and promise to speak to her another day anyhow. But the next day would not be very different. As they say, history would repeat itself.

But I am thinking, maybe things are getting better now. In a class of forty students why would she ask me the ruler and not the other guys, if she didn't have any feelings for me?  Maybe it was because I was sitting exactly in front of her. But, maybe I am also the prince charming of her dreams. Maybe even she was too nervous to approach me. Nevertheless, I had a sweet little one sided conversation with the girl of my dreams. And now I am thinking if, asking for ruler, a signal of 'yes' from her side. I reckon today is just the beginning of our great love story. Maybe in the days to come, our relation will not only be confined to my imagination. Who knows what's in the future!  Maybe tomorrow, she will even accept my facebook friend request that has been pending Since the Day I saw Her.